webfarts from roboppy's brain

the firefox doesn't like me

nobody@vox.com(Robyn) — Thu, 21 Jun 2007 22:42:53 -0700

Firefox is still wonky with letting me upload things. It hates me.

[tear]

So I'm kind of into this album right now:

The Golden Morning Breaks

Colleen

And this beautiful song, very muchly:

06 I'll Read You A Story

Colleen

ENJOY IT, OR ELSE....

dramatic look

Yeah, that's right.

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QotD: Roll Call

nobody@vox.com(Robyn) — Thu, 21 Jun 2007 20:59:17 -0700

Who are the last five people you called on your cell phone?

mom

sheryl

carol

jen

...voicemail?

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QotD: Current TV

nobody@vox.com(Robyn) — Thu, 14 Jun 2007 09:21:47 -0700

After all the recent season and series finales, what are you watching on TV these days?

FUTURAMA ON ADULT SWIM

I get home around 8PM or later, at which time I feel like eating, not watching TV...and then at some point I might curl up with a bowl of ice cream and see how Fry and the gang are doing. In reruns.

I intend on downloading Kyle XY when the new season starts. YES, I WATCHED ALL OF KYLE XY LAST YEAR, SO WUT.

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QotD: My Current Top 10

nobody@vox.com(Robyn) — Wed, 13 Jun 2007 14:51:46 -0700

What are your top 10 most-played songs currently?

I'm going to guess since I'm not at my home 'puter right now...

Patrick Wolf - Bluebells (I don't know how this became my favorite song of the year, but it is...at the moment)
Patrick Wolf - The Magic Position (...it's FUN OKAY)
Lavender Diamond - Oh No
Lavender Diamond - I'll Never Lie Again (I...love this song, yes)
Lavender Diamond - Open Your Heart (do you sense a theme here?)
Animal Collective - Leaf House (how oddly soothing is this song?..actually, soothing isn't really the right word)
Animal Collective - Who Could Win a Rabbit (doesn't this make you wanna run around like crazy and JUMP INTO THE SUN?)
The Innocence Mission - Brotherhood of Man
Andrew Bird - AHH I DUNNO, ANYTHING?
Colleen - I just got one of her albums, so it WILL be in the top 10...I predict

The end.

Yeah, I forgot I had vox for a while. I can't upload stuff from my computer since it's..pooped, but I'm going to reformat it this week and then I can continue uploading mp3s like before!

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QotD: Take Me Away...

nobody@vox.com(Robyn) — Tue, 15 May 2007 21:11:12 -0700

Where do you go to get away from it all?
Submitted by Hops.

PARIS.

...but if you're talking about a place I can access readily...

BED. AND SLEEPING.

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test

nobody@vox.com(Robyn) — Thu, 10 May 2007 20:29:55 -0700

test

I can post this short thing. But I cannot make a post with photos and stuff.

great.

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stuffed animals

nobody@vox.com(Robyn) — Mon, 30 Apr 2007 22:37:17 -0700

stuffed animal voice

My friend Jeremy took a video of me playing with his stuffed animal while we worked at Vassar in the summer of 2004. I like it because it reminds me of an instance of my life where I was just...happy. And my head wasn't full of crap. Like it has been for the past few days.

I LIKE SQUISHING THE HEADS OF POOR DEFENSELESS PLUSH TOYS!

Anyway...I feel better today than I did, say, Friday night, but I am still in an odd, "Nah, don't really feel like talking to people" mode. Still feel like I'm being a bad friend to some people, but I'm not ready to deal with it. Nor do I feel like pretending I'm 1000% okay. So!

WEEEE SOFT THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!#!@@!#

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sigh

nobody@vox.com(Robyn) — Thu, 26 Apr 2007 12:51:47 -0700

Does it make sense to hate someone because they hate certain kinds of people?

I get it, and the situation depends on...well, whatever is being hated, but it also seems hypocritical. Then again, it seems like I'm not very smart, so what do I know. Less than half the time do I feel like I hate people and even then it doesn't seem real.

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sigh.

nobody@vox.com(Robyn) — Tue, 24 Apr 2007 18:33:05 -0700

You could never guess why I feel like such an outcast right now.

I'm not depressed; I just don't feel like living. There's a difference, right?

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question of the day!..not really

nobody@vox.com(Robyn) — Tue, 24 Apr 2007 17:11:12 -0700

I-has-frozen

Just getting your attention.

I know I could get more responses to this if I posted it in my LJ, but...for some reason I'd rather not.

How do you forgive a really good friend who did something horrible do you, not on purpose, of course, and who has said they're sorry god knows how many times? I guess knowing the problem would help, but I'm not going to disclose it. Basically, I need to forgive this friend; in the great scheme of things, this is probably not going to be the worst thing that has ever happened to me.

...But I haven't figured out how to forgive yet. I really want to. This friendship may never go back to normal, but it can go back to...not being awkward, at the very least. If I can forget about all the bad things that happened and that the trust I put in my friend was destroyed for a short period of time without having chunks of my brain torn out, that would be awesome.

Anyone have any advice? Do I just need to get a new heart not made out of stone? I think my heart is rather non-stone-like, so I really hate that I can't get over this...dumb thing. I should be able to. But...I haven't gotten to the point yet. What needs to happen? Do I need to change? Does my friend need to change? Do we need to have a sword fight? ALL OF THE ABOVE?!?! I don't have a sword.

I'm afraid the one way I will feel better about this is if I get in an even worse situation with a friend. It's a sad way to look at things, but it's like...displacing one type of pain with another. ...Wait, isn't that why people cut themselves? Oh god.

Advice? OKAY THNX!@!#!!#@

I rarely had to forgive someone for anything because people generally don't fuck with me. Maybe that's why I've never had to resort to drugs/smoking/drinking to "ease my mind" or whatever reason it is that people do things. However, I do eat a lot. Let's not look into that. It's diet time anyway.

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