Firefox is still wonky with letting me upload things. It hates me.
[tear]
So I'm kind of into this album right now:
And this beautiful song, very muchly:
ENJOY IT, OR ELSE....
Yeah, that's right.
Who are the last five people you called on your cell phone?
mom
sheryl
carol
jen
...voicemail?
After all the recent season and series finales, what are you watching on TV these days?
FUTURAMA ON ADULT SWIM
I get home around 8PM or later, at which time I feel like eating, not watching TV...and then at some point I might curl up with a bowl of ice cream and see how Fry and the gang are doing. In reruns.
I intend on downloading Kyle XY when the new season starts. YES, I WATCHED ALL OF KYLE XY LAST YEAR, SO WUT.
What are your top 10 most-played songs currently?
I'm going to guess since I'm not at my home 'puter right now...
- Patrick Wolf - Bluebells (I don't know how this became my favorite song of the year, but it is...at the moment)
- Patrick Wolf - The Magic Position (...it's FUN OKAY)
- Lavender Diamond - Oh No
- Lavender Diamond - I'll Never Lie Again (I...love this song, yes)
- Lavender Diamond - Open Your Heart (do you sense a theme here?)
- Animal Collective - Leaf House (how oddly soothing is this song?..actually, soothing isn't really the right word)
- Animal Collective - Who Could Win a Rabbit (doesn't this make you wanna run around like crazy and JUMP INTO THE SUN?)
- The Innocence Mission - Brotherhood of Man
- Andrew Bird - AHH I DUNNO, ANYTHING?
- Colleen - I just got one of her albums, so it WILL be in the top 10...I predict
The end.
Yeah, I forgot I had vox for a while. I can't upload stuff from my computer since it's..pooped, but I'm going to reformat it this week and then I can continue uploading mp3s like before!
Where do you go to get away from it all?
Submitted by Hops.
PARIS.
...but if you're talking about a place I can access readily...
BED. AND SLEEPING.
test
I can post this short thing. But I cannot make a post with photos and stuff.
great.
My friend Jeremy took a video of me playing with his stuffed animal while we worked at Vassar in the summer of 2004. I like it because it reminds me of an instance of my life where I was just...happy. And my head wasn't full of crap. Like it has been for the past few days.
I LIKE SQUISHING THE HEADS OF POOR DEFENSELESS PLUSH TOYS!
Anyway...I feel better today than I did, say, Friday night, but I am still in an odd, "Nah, don't really feel like talking to people" mode. Still feel like I'm being a bad friend to some people, but I'm not ready to deal with it. Nor do I feel like pretending I'm 1000% okay. So!
WEEEE SOFT THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!#!@@!#
Does it make sense to hate someone because they hate certain kinds of people?
I get it, and the situation depends on...well, whatever is being hated, but it also seems hypocritical. Then again, it seems like I'm not very smart, so what do I know. Less than half the time do I feel like I hate people and even then it doesn't seem real.
You could never guess why I feel like such an outcast right now.
I'm not depressed; I just don't feel like living. There's a difference, right?
Just getting your attention.
I know I could get more responses to this if I posted it in my LJ, but...for some reason I'd rather not.
How do you forgive a really good friend who did something horrible do you, not on purpose, of course, and who has said they're sorry god knows how many times? I guess knowing the problem would help, but I'm not going to disclose it. Basically, I need to forgive this friend; in the great scheme of things, this is probably not going to be the worst thing that has ever happened to me.
...But I haven't figured out how to forgive yet. I really want to. This friendship may never go back to normal, but it can go back to...not being awkward, at the very least. If I can forget about all the bad things that happened and that the trust I put in my friend was destroyed for a short period of time without having chunks of my brain torn out, that would be awesome.
Anyone have any advice? Do I just need to get a new heart not made out of stone? I think my heart is rather non-stone-like, so I really hate that I can't get over this...dumb thing. I should be able to. But...I haven't gotten to the point yet. What needs to happen? Do I need to change? Does my friend need to change? Do we need to have a sword fight? ALL OF THE ABOVE?!?! I don't have a sword.
I'm afraid the one way I will feel better about this is if I get in an even worse situation with a friend. It's a sad way to look at things, but it's like...displacing one type of pain with another. ...Wait, isn't that why people cut themselves? Oh god.
Advice? OKAY THNX!@!#!!#@
I rarely had to forgive someone for anything because people generally don't fuck with me. Maybe that's why I've never had to resort to drugs/smoking/drinking to "ease my mind" or whatever reason it is that people do things. However, I do eat a lot. Let's not look into that. It's diet time anyway.
